I did something terrible again. I can give reasons or excuses, whatever you call it, but it doesn’t matter. The fact still remains that I did it and it’s my fault that he did that. Then when we talked about it, I didn’t give in and acted like I’m still right. It never occurred to me that it would be a big deal as it wasn’t with my lot. I was not expecting this. I just made plans because I wanted to spend lots of time with you. I wanted to experience summer with you, even spend every weekend with you if I could.
I’m sorry. You had to go through this because of what I said. I hope you will forgive me so I could forgive myself.
Update: Woke up this morning and you told me you’re okay and I was forgiven. :) Thank you.